It is so frustrating to want to be home with my kids, having experienced it throughout my maternity leave, and knowing, that as a working mom, I’m missing out on that. I’ve been hoping, praying, wishing fervently that it would be possible for me to be a SAHM. I’ve explored many ideas, scoped out many opportunities, and dreamt of all the possibilities. It remains to be seen what God will do with me. I am so overwhelmed by life right now that I’ve forgotten the little things, run out of interesting stories. Every day is a monotony, a repeat of the last, and weeks go by so fast, while I desperately wish for the weekend to come again, but then I think… thats another week of my life gone, that I didn’ t spend enough time with my kids. I feel like I’m missing out on SO MUCH. I wish wish wish there was a way.
Oh well. Back to work tomorrow.
Friday is only 2 days away.